I am scared!!! I don't know how I am going to do this alone. I have not planned for this!! I don't feel as confident as I would like.
Ok, now that it is out there I feel better!! This is what I wanted but it sux feeling like I failed everyone again. I know I am not solely at fault here but I sure didn't get married again to be divorced. I know that a love like I felt for David is once in a lifetime and I HATE that it did not go the distance!! I have loved and been loved like I always needed in my life and now I fear that it will never happen again.
I have my girls and they are sleeping here right within touching distance. They keep me strong!! They give me my strength right now. Being a mother to them will let me find the things I need to move forward. I dont know what I would have done with out Cassie. I wish she were within touching distance.
We will do this!! I will do this!!!! I believe in my family!!! I love my family!!!!
I am sorry!!!
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Even my name says I meant it forever!!
ReplyDeleteI know the fear. I know the determination. I know the regrets. I know you'll make it. You and I will make it together. Just remember, it will be ok in the end.
ReplyDeleteYou're always welcome in Houston. I'll see if I can come up with something better to offer than that soon.
I am your family too.
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